Epiphany

It's always rainnnnnnnnnin' in my headddddddddddddddd
Sorry, I'm listening to Staind and this song is EPIC.

Anyways, I've been thinking a lot lately. Mainly about my life and how I live it. That's why it's taken me so long to post another blog. I wanted to post something really deep and meaningful. And I think that's what I'll do!

I wish my life away. I'm constantly looking forward to the Next. I never really enjoy the Now. That's something that I've always had a problem with, and ever since recently I'm trying to change that part of me. I would really like to enjoy my life and not just look forward to something that will go on in a few days. Before you know it those few days you spent thinking about the future are gone. They're in the past. You'll never regain those days back ever again. That's somewhat of a regret that I have. So, like I said I'm going to try and fix it by just cherishing every single moment I have by doing something and not really looking to the Next.
I read this book called The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks. I know, I know cliche author. But anyways, this book kind of opened my eyes to a few things.
One: Everyone has a destiny. Maybe they don't ever figure it out, maybe they do and they just take forever to find it, maybe they don't care. But they have one. Everyone does. It's all apart of God's plan. Destiny.
Two: Faith is crucial. Not just in religion, but in people as well. This I'm almost certain. If you have no faith in anything, then you really have nothing to live for, right? Passion. Faith = passion. Simple.
Three: Everyone finds love. This can happen in a variety of ways. Family, friends, and yeah that one soul mate. Maybe you don't have a soul mate, maybe you do. Maybe you don't have friends, maybe you have a few. Maybe your family's all gone, they still love you. Everyone finds love. Millions and billions of forms of love are out there.
Four: No one should live in the Next. Self explanatory.
and Five: Life. Is. Short. Make the most of it, and try to make as little regrets as possible.

I don't know if this is ever going to mean anything to anyone. I don't know if this is going to change the way you view some things, or even the way you view me. I've just opened my eyes and I look around and see people being alive, but that doesn't mean they're living. In order to live you have to know what it's like. And through these things I can live. Maybe you're different. Maybe not.
It's best to just live to the fullest and actually truly live.